Suddenly I get this feeling of being love-sick. I want someone to love and be loved by them.
Its not easy considering the physical situation I'm in.
As each day passes by though, I've been getting more and more motivated to adjust my living style to better myself physically; losing weight.
I've always wondered what my inspiration is... and I'm beginning to get a grasp of what it was. I've always looked at other things for inspiration but I'm beginning to feel that the actual inspiration comes from myself. It is me that I need to work on.
Anyway... I believe that in every human person, at a certain age, we feel that we want to start looking for our counterpart, our love, our soul, our partner, our life.
Currently I just feel down because I haven't found someone to share my life with for real.
I mean... sure, there have been a few cases, but it was either long distance or it just didn't work out due to a lack of maturity, I guess.
Then again... I am 22 years old now. I have much life ahead of me to look forward to. I have school to work on still, infinite number of friends to make, a career to launch, a life to independantly live. Why burden my counterpart with my issues, right?
I miss love.
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