Him and I discussed some stuff and he brought up that we should take a break from our relationship for a couple months and get stuff sorted out in RL.
Honestly, I think its his way of saying: "We're done. Let's just be friends."
Yea, I got pretty upset.
I went outside to our balcony backyard of our condo, sat on our lawn chair, and looked up.
Up there I saw a part of the condo overhangs with holes in it, and my mind made it look like 3 doors. All of a sudden, my mind made its thinking up and labeled the left door as the past, the middle door as the present, and the right door as the future.
And then it snapped to me. Yea, I'm in the present now. I've already taken the left door to the past, and I'm already and am still walking through the middle door of the present.
I haven't taken the right door yet. There's more to my life than what just happened and whatever just happened is now in the left door.
Whatever is in that door to the right, I hope for the best.
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Hey SolARRRRRR!!!
despite my sporadic visits to your blog... it is useful... to help me catch up on where you are and what your doing/thinking/feeling~ So... whats the update?
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