Night and Day

How long has it been? I can't believe I'm taking the time to write a so-called life update. While I don't think I'm going to be as wordy as I was before, I feel a little compelled to add a few words into this "blog" and share a bit of life updates. FIRST OF ALL life definitely gets better. Skimming through all my previous posts, not only was I so embarassed and cringing at my younger self's posts, but wow, was I just wallowing in my own sad, sad, and dark, dark, shallow mind. Still, they were real experiences and emotions in my life. Its almost surreal to think that's how it was back then. Anyway, judging from where I last left off, I see that I mentioned that I was just starting to date Phillip and nothing was official back then. Well, its official now! And has been for a while! There have been many ups and down, and a ton of life-lessons learned. Can you believe its almost been 10 years total? This year would mark the 9th year. Just WOW! I'm currently working at Lifeline Canada, formerly called "Philips Lifeline". The company offers in-home monitoring alert systems to subscribers (mostly seniors) to give them the ability to live independently, but also a peace of mind knowing they are able to get help with a click of a button. In January, I just passed my 5-year work-versary. I can't believe I've been here for 5 years! It feels like the time just zoombed by! Its so funny to think that I pivoted into a whole different industry altogether since I did Graphic Design before. Too bad that former boss of mine somehow managed to make me loathe working in that industry. It completely ruined it for me. BUT, I was able to gain a then newfound love for event planning. Damn, was it fun doing that! Being able to go from zero to hero and see the whole physical event happening right in front of you feels like I've achieved something in life. Lol. EAG has been doing so well! We're growing 21 years strong! Last year, a few of us went to Hawaii as a group anniversary trip. Wow, Maui feels like my end-goal. I had so much fun! 1 week was definitely not enough for me. This year, a few of us will be going to Vegas! Hopefully we'll get to have some fun there. Some seems to not be able to go, but I'm really hoping one day, we ALL will get to be in attendance going on a trip together. We MUST. When we turn 39 seems to be when its our 25th anniversary, so I hope that will be our prime time. So ya! Life has been having so many ups and downs. But honestly, it does get better. Reflecting on the past, it seemed like depression had a very hard grasp on my life and soul. But I feel that I was depressed because of a certain fear, and a certain anxiety. Moving past that... What night and day.