Monday, August 18, 2008

007 - Give Me a Life to Live.

Listening to: Hanging Rock-London Elektricity.

So they say.

School's about to start soon. Again. Joy. The wonders of not being able to have a summer break has miraculously fulilled me. Save me.

The plans that I am anticipating for is soon. Ah, something for me to do. Something for me to get out of this condo-unit complex. Something to let me breathe. Something to open my eyes, more.

Restarted to take some Tinna-pills again. Like to supply me more, Tinna? I need to fix my daily schedule again.

Shit, this summer's a drag.

God sure has chosen a fail subject to test life on, 'cause this one sure isn't working too well right now. Save me.

Got to book a time to get experience in for highway driving. My head's being sawed off 'cause of procrastination. For the best of me, of course.

Got to make another phone-call to get my fees paid for the semester. Oh? I haven't done it yet? I'm dead.

Got to get a life, 'cause right now, WoW took my life. Holy fuck, save me.

Blunt. Very.

Suicidal thoughts, again? Nope. Not at all. Believe me. All I need is Something to do right now. Something to keep my mind away from bullshit. Something to keep my mind away from bullshit. Something to keep my mind away from bulltshit. Something to keep my mind away from shit.

Define : anxiety - Concern or solicitude respecting some thing or event, future or uncertain, which disturbs the mind, and keeps it in a state of painful uneasiness.

Ha!

Shit, I'm in big trouble. Big fucking trouble.

2 comments:

cornchowder said...

hmm~ whats going on? sorry the world sorta turned and I forgot that i needed to turn with it... or maybe it forgot me... either way~ I think i've caught up now... how are you? whats new?

Shikyobi said...

That sounds terrible Solar, haha, we always seem to have some of the same problems. This summer I didn't really get to do anything with my friends working, not doing anything, or just forgetting about me.

Ugh this is my second week in college and already I'm annoyed by it, I kinda miss HS only because it was so easy for me. The breaks are nice but meh, sometimes whats the use if most of your friends are in class, aren't at school yet, or nowhere to be seen? So it's been pretty lonely for me, all I do is go to the library to study or cut down on my work when I get home.

Anxiety? I've been having some of that for the past month and lol, it's not fun. Anyways, talk to you some other time. Get things back on track again.